I began to feel an impending social catastrophe in 2010. It was strange to talk about it out loud, no one can know exactly what will happen in the future. But the feeling that all the efforts to improve the city and life and all the plans for the future do not make sense. Even then, I mentally said goodbye to my homeland and imagined how all this simple but peaceful life would remain only in my memories. Everything will burn up in blue flames. There is such a folk saying as folklore: “May it burn with a blue flame.” That’s what they say when it doesn’t matter at all, everything doesn’t matter.